Bad Life ??

I know, I was not supposed to say this.

This is really from my heart, maybe outside I look strong, but inside I feel like crying.

Yeah I know, this is life. But why life is so difficult?? I can not survive in this difficult life, really. I always prayed but still rare in the grant.

But I remain hopeful that I would change my life. I will always pray and keep praying. I'm sure god would be fair. I may not always be grateful for the gift of god, so I'll try to be always grateful.

Sometimes, we forget just what has been given by god, we forgot to thank. We can only complain and say that god is never fair with us. But we just do not realize the power of god during this. if not, How can we then breathe until now??

Be thankful . . .

I just hope that someday my life will change, and I will always try to change it. I will . . .